Lately ni mmg kerap sgt aku mimpi anis. Aku x tahu la knape . Mcm ade tande . Aku tkot je jd pape dkt dy . Am so sorry for everything anis. I'm really sorry. Aahh why can i be more pathetic ? Dushhh.. I shouldnt listen to him from the start. How i wish i know that this thing would happen to our friendship... If that so, i wont leave you. Leave? No i dont and never. It just you always shut me out. Nah i dont blame u. It just our ego make us grow apart. Then, i thought u really dont bother. You know what? All of my secret i told him... I told that how i miss u so much, am hurting , and really, i'm happy when you're with me. I hate that u feel that am leaving you, but i'm not. I kept quiet cos i know u wouldnt believe me. Deep down, Allah knows the truth. And i wont tell u about this. Kau sedar tak anis? Sejak dri kte form 4 kte mcm ni.. Aku pon x tahan sgt. Ntah la dah smpai mse nye aku give up, sbb tu aku ikot je ape yg kau nak. Aku malas nk gaduh. Ape lg kau org pling rapat dgn aku. Sejak mule2 kte gaduh lg aku hari2 doa yg aku nak kekal jd kwn kau smpai bile2. Tp ntah la.. Dah x de jodoh kot. Maybe not here.. But hereafter . One day..