Whe the days are cold

And the cards all fold

And the saints we see

Are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail

And the ones we hail

Are the worst of all

And the blood’s run stale

I wanna hide the truth

I wanna shelter you

But with the beast inside

There’s nowhere we can hide

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide

Don’t get too close

It’s dark inside

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide

At the curtain’s call

It's the last of all

When the lights fade out

All the sinners crawl

So they dug your grave

And the masquerade

Will come calling out

At the mess you made

Don't wanna let you down

But I am hell bound

Though this is all for you

Don't wanna hide the truth

No matter what we breed

We still are made of greed

This is my kingdom come

This is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide

Don’t get too close

It’s dark inside

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide

They say it's what you make

I say it's up to fate

It's woven in my soul

I need to let you go

Your eyes, they shine so bright

I wanna save that light

I can't escape this now

Unless you show me how

When you feel my heat

Look into my eyes

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide

Don’t get too close

It’s dark inside

It’s where my demons hide

It’s where my demons hide

Lately ni mmg kerap sgt aku mimpi anis. Aku x tahu la knape . Mcm ade tande . Aku tkot je jd pape dkt dy . Am so sorry for everything anis. I'm really sorry. Aahh why can i be more pathetic ? Dushhh.. I shouldnt listen to him from the start. How i wish i know that this thing would happen to our friendship... If that so, i wont leave you. Leave? No i dont and never. It just you always shut me out. Nah i dont blame u. It just our ego make us grow apart. Then, i thought u really dont bother. You know what? All of my secret i told him... I told that how i miss u so much, am hurting , and really, i'm happy when you're with me. I hate that u feel that am leaving you, but i'm not. I kept quiet cos i know u wouldnt believe me. Deep down, Allah knows the truth. And i wont tell u about this. Kau sedar tak anis? Sejak dri kte form 4 kte mcm ni.. Aku pon x tahan sgt. Ntah la dah smpai mse nye aku give up, sbb tu aku ikot je ape yg kau nak. Aku malas nk gaduh. Ape lg kau org pling rapat dgn aku. Sejak mule2 kte gaduh lg aku hari2 doa yg aku nak kekal jd kwn kau smpai bile2. Tp ntah la.. Dah x de jodoh kot. Maybe not here.. But hereafter . One day..
Aku mimpi anis malam td . Ye aku confirm tu dy. Mimpi tu besh sgt. Rse mcm real je. Hmm knape bru skrg aku mimpi dy ek ? Anis kau rindu aku ehhh?? Hahaha ke aku rindu kau? Eh tak kan tibe2 je. Aku dah cube lupe kan kau kot. Ok the story is about me and you have a meeting . Lepastu ape ek? Aku ingat2 lupa je . Ala nti la aku sambung.. Nak cube ingat balik... Brb
Password aku simple je senanye.. 
Hai. Aku dah delete semua social network yg aku ade sebelum ni. Yang tggal blogger whatsapp and instagram. Aku malas nak contact dgn manusia. I hate people nowadays . I dont know why. It just make me feel sad of everything.. Those social networks make me feel lifeless cos i have lost my accompany in it . I miss you anis . It is sad to know you dont miss me back. U have to be strong farah ... Make a move. New move . Dont ever look back . Promise?
This note was taken from my notepad. Just repost it.
Hahahaha blog aku private. Only certain people je boleh masuk xD well i feel so genius ! Ahahah "eleh x de spe pon nk tgok" eh biarlah nti aku letak gambar x pkai tudung ke ape.. Hish kan bahaye kalau stranger tgok. Lalala ... Puas hati dgn kerja aku. Weee now i can tell everybody that i have a blog but but but ah ah.... You need password . Lol booozaaiii!!! Lepasni boleh la aku update dgn rse bebas . Nk kutuk ke nak nangis ke so x de siapa tahu kan. Yaaayyy